Time to chin up and smile. It’s been 3 weeks of unexplanable melancholy and sadness.
Snap out of it.
Look up, look to the wind and the brightness of the leaves, the splashes of flowers and the greatness of His mercy. Stop walking around with your head underground.
Look up and look out. Don’t stare inwards anymore for therein lies darkness. Dispel it with the light without.
All are thoughts and possibilities within the mind, but don’t sink down into the trappings of the imagination. There is but One Truth. Keep learning more about that if you fear the freedom and lack of control such thoughts enable.