NO no I don’t want to! you can’t make me! no no No!
Kick up a fuss, stomp my feet and beat my fists against the floor and chest, frustrated tears spilling with shame.
Anger and annoyance but agony and guilt and stress and betrayal and loneliness.
Misunderstood, not heard, muted frustration and disgust at care and concerns.
No no I don’t want to do this anymore!