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Tactile Surreality.

Passing gradients and swirl dream dyes.

bumps, crackle, white-red sparks
chest expanding lifts,
tippity-top of the brain
rolling eyes.

oxygen widening the tubes
seeping into nubs
tinkling jerks and winces
clench

Smooth rippling tides by gentle lilies.

Self obsession a cure
for redirection
and healthy minds
healthy hearts
healthy lives.

Ease, a belief of connected souls.

snap, crunch, crackle, brittle
seeping, crystals, thick
soft, compact, tough
tender, hurried, curious.

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How do you explain peace and happiness?

For now it is the quiet
In my mind.
The quiet of the heart
And brain
And worries.

For now it is having fun
In everything
With everyone.
Seeking it out,
Choosing to go out.

Guilt-free enjoyment.

For now,
I like me,
With the bigger arms and tummy and thighs,
All of me, every inch.

Even with the bad days,
The grey days.
Now some light shines through
Warming the soul.

Is this Happy?

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Of love, rain and expanding thoughts

It’s dark out, the world is dark and
falling deeper within itself –
imploding
– withdrawn and quiet.
Still.

Listening to a playlist
my friend made for her heart
finally clean finally healing,
listening to the pitter patter
of rain and jingles
of chimes and then –
Silence.

I hear my heart creaking with the
hairline cracks brushing against each other.
Love piling up and expanding out,
this tiny heart can’t control the
exploding wrath of emotions
that threaten to take over and take leave
of my sense.

It’s been so long since the world was
dark
and I so bright
so bright it
blinds –
and the beauty of my pain
from loving so hard but not too hard
is rewarding –
but I still see, clearer than before.

Beyond the darkness of the world
and of hardened experiences
and thickened skins
and crackling lips
and porcelain hips and fingers
and hips and
chained up, boxed up hearts.

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